dreams.

this is a post from my private blog, but i feel i should share.

dreams part 3.

okay. this is trippy as shit. so here we go.

so usually when i dream, it’s always in third person; as if i’m watching a movie with me in it. i barely dream in the first person. actually, on rare occasion. in this dream, i’m in first person. 

so here we are. in the dream, i’m attending a piano recital. and i see myself come on stage. (just so we’re clear, I, me, am in the audience, and i see myself, another me, about to play on stage). my performing self introduces himself, and says “the piece i am about to play is an original. it’s not very lyrical, but then it’s not very pop-ish sounding. the song is about a person who’s just going at life, but then fucks up real bad with his friends. but overtime, he begins to realize the shit he did, and admits that he really did fuck up, and now wants to go back to the way things were. if you visualize yourself as that person, i think you can relate to this soundtrack. enjoy.”

so my performing self starts to play. it’s this very beautiful, meditative, relatable piece. it’s just amazing that i wrote it. now me, in the audience, starts to dream along with the song, as my performing self is playing it. i see myself going at something, but just holding back, being hesitant. but because of it, as days go by, tension strikes between myself and others, to a point where the damage is almost irreparable. so as the tension between myself and people begin to grow, i begin to realize that it’s all me. and at that point, the song starts turning around. i begin going at life anew, and the song just drives me in a positive direction. and as the song comes to a close, my audience self wakes up, in tears. 

the end.

guys…i just dreamed a dream, within a dream. what the fuck? 

lol, in any case, i surprised i remembered this. i know it’s virtually impossible to remember dreams to that detail, but surprisingly i did.

but what i am mad about, is forgetting what the song sounded like. i went to the pab today, tickled some keys, but i couldn’t get the song. i was pretty mad.

maybe it will come to me eventually.

oh wait. i have to tell you about another piece i had written…but not finished…